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I’m Sorry, but your going in circles agian.
My God
I’m clinging loosly to prayers which latly i feel have fallen upon deaf ears
where are you? Where are you as my faith wavers. where are you in these blinded days. Where were you when i seeked to find joy in my trials and found no peace, where were you when i did not doubt your love, but could not feel it. and why wont you answer me? why wont your presence pierce this deafning silence i’ve been screaming through for so long. So long my voice has grown weary in your absence but where your voice spoke once so cleary there are no words. The up you once filled has run dry. and where your life led mine so sure, i feel unguided. When your presence guided my desire to change, finding a path through fallen tears, though i’ve turned my back and walked away, not knowing why you allowed me to get here.
There was a time when the weight of your reality brought me to my knees, and my shame and conviction found my heart crying out for change, and your heart beating in my chest breathed air into my lifeless body
where are you.
you>everyone else
- Me: have you ever baked a kitten in a muffin
- Berkeley: ...have you? lmao
- Me: no that would make me a freak, what the hell kind of question is that?..this is why people hate me...
- Berkeley: lmao
- Me: but its ok because its why you love me, you>everyone else
- Berkeley: (:\ ...without the slant
my family is cute. I love that girl, and that kitten. <3
